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Saturday, September 06, 2008

Done.

Obviously, it's been awhile since I've updated.

So much has happened that a quote or an icon could never possibly describe it.
I'm done with this blog.
I'll try to start over with a different one. http://www.xanga.com/Yoteuki_Laine




The only thing I have to say is:

Remember, you can turn over a new leaf
but the other side is always still there.


Wednesday, June 06, 2007

omg... i'm updating! yay!
check. it. out.
<3
quotes on top
Icons on bottom
...because that's how they like it...

 

it's not that i believe everything happens for
a reason. it's just that i think some things are
meant to be broken, imperfect, chaotic. it's
the universe's way of providing contrast, you
know? there has to be a few holes in the road.
it's how life is.

would i say we had history?
no, because that implies that
we had something worth
remembering. see, all it was,
was a delusional girl and
a boy who could not bring
himself to give a damn.

 

let's run for cover-we gotta escape
they're dropping bombs on the Empire State
and the streets are filled with children
who will never grow old
all because their lives are all worth less than gold

 

our dilemma is that we hate change
and love it at the same time. what
we really want is for things to remain
the same and get better at the same time.

All I see are dark gray clouds in the distance, moving closer with every hour. So when you'd ask, "is there something wrong?" I'd think, "you're damn right there is. But we can't talk about it now. No, we can't talk about it now."

…and I had every intention to try this time.
Oh, but honey we’re going to fix this all tonight.
That pink shade of lipstick was something quite delicate.
This is how we met.
But it was the taste of cigarettes and that sexual frustration that
never made it fun.

Hey boy, you’re driving me insane.
You’re obnoxious when they’re pretty,
you’re ecstatic when they’re plain.
But this is my design, this is my roller coaster.
And you said I won’t be happy ‘til I’m dead
but I told you once before,
and boy I meant it when I said
I don’t wanna be close, I just wanna be closer.

I’m tired and I felt it for awhile now in this sea of lonely.
The taste of ink is getting old.
It’s four o’clock in the fucking morning,
each day gets more and more like the last day.
Still I can see it coming,
while I’m standing in the river drowning.
This could be my chance to break out,
this could be my chance to say goodbye.
At last it’s finally over,
couldn’t take this town much longer.
Being half dead wasn’t what I planned to be,
now I’m ready to be free.

We were so charming, but the future was alarming.
So on those days driving home in your car
we jerked the steering wheel to the median
joking that we’d end our lives.
But we weren’t joking all the time.

I will settle down with the first one who swoons me.
I am the queen of comparison, so I will fuck you on my floor-
in my room, at my door.
We’ll stain the sheets or wave our flag,
but I know we’ll never have what I once had with him

your words return ever hollow
the truth’s so hard to swallow
so hard now pull the babies from their beds
your teeth just rot inside your head.
you’re just some bones and skin that walk narrow
your path and staggering walk
born so alive, but raised so dead.

I could be an expert on co-dependency.
I could write the best book on underage tragedy.
I’ve been spending my time at the local liquor store.
I’ve been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor.
So I sit and wait and wonder,
“Does anyone else feel like me?”
I’m so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.

If you’re missing me,
you’d better keep it to yourself.
Coming back around here would be bad for your health.

 

You were just a boy on a bed in a room,
like a kaleidoscope is a tube full of broken glass.
But the way I saw you was pieces refracting the light,
shifting into an infinite universe of flowers and
rainbows and insects and planets, magical dividing
cells, pictures no one else knew.

No, I don't know how to hold you without shaking.
No, I'm not aware of how I could possibly love you without aching.
Yes, I give you everything, Yes I give you anything.
I gave you everything.


There was sun through the blinds this morning when I opened up my eyes.
Outside I could hear a mockingbird.
I could feel your heartbeat as you lay there by my side.
I thought of how the world could end with just one word, but you couldn't say it.
And I didn't say it.

 


Friday, December 29, 2006

Holy bejeezus, I haven't updated in quite sometime.
Sorry about that folks. Things come up, you know?
I sure hope people are still checking this out. =)
Well, here's an update.
Enjoy, loves. <3

 

’cause it’s so fake.
all that cliché stuff, i hate it.
i hate feeling like everyone knows the secret handshake but me.

It's those changes in latitudes, changes in attitudes
nothing remains quite the same
with all of our running, and all of our cunning
If we couldn't laugh we would all go insane

the truth is every girl has
a dream. mine is to wake up
to rocks being thrown at my
bedroom window only to see
the boy i love standing in
the rain

laying down in the grass
headphones blasting
as i watch my world pass by

it's 4am
S
he's laying on her bedroom floor,
blasting her music in her ears,
staring up at her ceiling,
this is what it takes to go numb

discard this message
throw this bottle back in the ocean
rip this page from the history books
smash all
the street signs
erase all the maps
forget my name
forget my face

you grab onto the grass,
to keep from falling off the earth.

We hold these truths self evident.
the lies we used to represent who we are,
because it was never meant to be.
& all the songs we used to sing,
they used to tell us all about
how it was
never meant to be
.

Yes, a heart can hallucinate
if it's completely starved for love
it can even make monsters seem like
angels from above

I'm swearing out
excuses
that would make your stomach turn.
the road we drove last night
stretched from the desert to Las Vegas,
so we filled our cups & lit one up.

 

It takes a lot to phase me,
I'm pretty stable,
I'm pretty sane but
I'm looking at my future
&God, Do I have to lose her?

I thought I could do this
without being attatched
just have fun and not give my heart away
but all of a sudden
every smile every word stays with me
i can't get you out of my head
boy
i can't get you out of my head.

And your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let pretend were alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don’t care.

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

I hope your brand new friends,
Can't tell what's wrong.

I loved you. And sometimes you loved me too.

If I had followed all the rules I would have never gotten anywhere. -Maryilyn Monroe

Living a lie, broken dreams, empty promises, losing yourself to someone, building this perfect world and suddenly realizing that it will never amount to anything because this world you've built up doesn't even exist. Attempting to fill that emptiness never succeeds, people are wasted space and will never be able to complete you because the hurt they cause just makes it worse. Break me down, come on .. break me in pieces, I let you get to me - I failed myself a million times thinking you cared, but you never did, and you never will because I'm as broken as I'll ever be and you cant save me. -Ali Kramer

“If you never did, you should. These things are fun, and fun is good."
--Dr. Seuss

When winged shadows cross the land, fear not the wrath of demon's hand. Remember this when terror sings: dragons fly on angels' wings.

Yesterday at the market, I saw a couple holding hands... and I realized we'll never do that. Never anything like it. No picnics or unguarded smiles. No rings. Just... stolen moments that leave too quickly. -Tristan & Isolde

We are told to remember the idea, not the man. Because a man can fail. He can be caught, he can be killed and forgotten. But four hundred years later an idea can still change the world. I've witnessed firsthand the power of ideas. I've seen people kill in the name of them; and die defending them. But you cannot touch an idea, cannot hold it or kiss it. An idea does not bleed, it cannot feel pain, and it does not love. -V for Vendetta

I guess that's what happens in the end, you start thinking about the beginning. -Mr. & Mrs. Smith

Now she’s grown up and you can’t take it back.

And for the first time, let’s just allow ourselves to be whatever it is we are.

We are compelled to do what we must do, we are compelled to do what we have been forbidden.
-Dashboard Confessional

sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
just like a faucet that leaks.
and there if comfort in the sound, but while you debate
"half empty or half full?" it slowly rises,
your love is gonna drown.

well you tell me what you saw & i'll tell you
what you missed when the ocean met the sky.
you missed when time & life shook hands & said
goodbye. when the earth folded in on itself & said,
"good luck, for your sake i hope heaven & hell are
really there, but i wouldn't hold my breath."

you're a slave to your money,
then you die. i'll take you down
the only road i've ever been down.

give me tits and politicians
give me death and demolition
give me glamour and sedation
yeah, give me television

geography's too stubborn
& people are too clear,
so let's go find a roadside motel
with a clerk who won't tell.
days will turn into nights;
nights will turn into days,
weeks, seasons, & years.
we'll stay for years.

i've been wondering what you're thinking
and if you like my dress tonight
would you still say you love me
under this ordinary moonlight?
i'm so afraid of what you'd say.

cause i've seen love die
way too many times
when it deserved to be alive
i've seen you cry
way too many times
when you deserve to be alive

alright, you win, but i only give you one night
to prove yourself to be better than my attempted fight.
i swear to god if you hurt me i will leap,
i will toss myself from these very cliffs
and you will never see it coming.
"settle precious, i know what you're going through.
see, minutes before you got here, i was gonna jump too."

mother, mother may i cry?
father, will you teach me
how to die the right way someday?

she speaks with silence
i've understood every word
are you with me tonight
witnessing this moving painting?

we'll plant our feet into the ground
to never be washed away
so don't back down just yet
or blow this flame out
we'll tend to these scars
with art carved in our arms

thoughts unexpressed
city limits have changed you
so rid those cast irons
come clean and just
you're the only light to see
forget those past downfalls

the telephone number i got for you says nobody's home.
the best thing i can think to do right now is leave it alone.
& you had an apology in your mailbox since last july,
it's funny, when you find the words to say, you find no reply.

i had thought that there was an arrow to kill this silence.
or at least a single bullet wallowing out in despair.
and we've been wondering on searching for something,
but somehow we never find anything there.

& it's a bad rain today, so let's try not to speak of old times.
& it's a long shot but i'm looking for the good
just like you told me to do but i'm told it takes patience to improve.
you're a fucking liar & i'm leaving.
you can keep all the friends that you made through me,
i'm lying too, i can't leave home alone.

we spent our nights on sidewalks
streetlights and stop signs held our destiny
we peeled out through the intersection
hoping to feel a little more free
but kids like us aren't lucky enough
yeah, we will never get out of this town

just give it up girl, he'll love you then.
you just want a kiss but he wants to undress.
give up girl, romance is dead.
you want to cuddle, he wants to go to bed.

she was lying on the floor
counting stretch marks,
she hadn't been a virgin
& he hadn't been a god,
so she named the baby
Elvis to make up for
the royalty he lacks.

the pain you create can make a scar.
you'll fall apart; you went too far.
now that the summer's gone
we're not, not like you, your heart is untrue
the endings are raining down
why do you run away from your fars?
you'll fall apart; you'll fall for years.

eyes toward the silver screen
we watch it fade to black
one last climactic scene
we watch the roles play back
it's not right, he leads a double life.

we made love on the living room floor
with the noise in the background of a televised war
and in the deafening pleasure i thought i heard someone say
"if we walk away, they'll walk away."

we've synthesized a compound to treat this conscience, it's:
one part loss, one part no sleep, one part the gun shot we heard,
one part the screams mistaken for laughter, one part everything after,
one part love, one part stepping out of the driving rain,
one part parting ways in the cold apartment. don't look back,
just keep running down the stairs. do you hear the footsteps?
can you hear voices in the traffic, communiqués in the attic?
they say after time all this will heal
we will rebuild and these broken arms will mend themselves in our embrace.

I walk around screaming, "screw the world,"
just because it's easier than actually feeling anything.

i'm fucking freezing,
and i just saw napalm in your eyes.
rip off what's left of another day,
another crash.
i'm not good with goodbyes.
moments like this don't just come and go, so soak it in.
this is all i know. hollow eyes have seen it all.
they say it takes a lifetime for an empire to fall.
i keep swallowing, choking on ashes,
hoping that you will help me breathe.
but tomorrow's not coming.
there's nothing left to believe.
you look like christmas to me, pale and glowing.
the streetlight catching you through the window.
and for a split second i forgot all my failures,
and the trash on the street below.
i'm here with you. you're here with me. let's try to forget.

sleep with all the lights on.
you're not so happy, you're
not so secure. you're dying to
look cute in your blue jeans
but you're plastic just like everyone.
you're just like everyone.

i asked you what it's like to
love, break, and die
all in the same breath.
you said it's like walking with silence in december,
while a million hearts explode in your chest,
but you don't care enough
to feel it.

i woke up surprised and disappointed
to find out i was still me.
last night should've killed me.
took a shower, couldn't scrub it off.
tried to scream, i could only cough.
i can't trust myself to be my own friend.

and he wonders what she hides
in those bags under her eyes.
the secrets of the sleepless nights.
she spent with him since
she let him in and the hands
that those weapons are in
both commit the greatest sin
by breaking hearts instead of skin.
it's all they know.

I can tell by your tears… you’re gonna remember it all.

It's important to scare yourself.
To do things you don't think you're
capable of doing.

I guess you can say that i've changed,
but you never
really knew me in the first place.

Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside
I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many
whys
Nobody's special,nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted

Let's disappear, gotta jet out of here.
Feel the wind across our face.
We'll have some fun, gonna dance on the run.
It's a perfect day to break away.
It don't matter what we do, as long as i'm with you.

on the outside, you know you're not that same
naive kid anymore. you've been through too
much lately. but deep down, at your core, there
will always be a part of you that rejects reality,
that is eternally hopeful.

because the way we kiss
is better than any drug
because when i'm with you,
i believe in love

She looks up at the building
Says she’s thinking of jumping
Says she’s tired of life.
She must be tired of something.

We didn’t realize we were making memories
We just thought we were having fun

You'll never stop.
It's gotta change.
I can't resist falling into those arms.
You think I won't leave.
Yes you're good, but not so good I can't see

dim the lights. lock the door. lay out all the memories on the floor.
throw the dust off of out past. let it all come flooding back.
because it isn't easy being strong && when i can't forget your gone.
i just surrender && have myself a night to remember.

My heart will break my ribs if I hold this in,
I must confess, I need you now.

nothing is forvever
[ forever is a lie ]
all we have is
what's between
hello & goodbye

Don't you hate the feeling when
your throat hurts from all the tears
you're holding back & you can't
control the words coming out of
your mouth because there are just
too many things you haven't said

Life is about trusting your feelings
and taking chances
losing and finding happiness
appreciating the memories
and learning from the past
and realizing that people always change

they say that anger is just love disappointed

they say that love is just a state of mind

Let's lay on our backs and gaze up at the stars
Let's pretend for a moment
that the only thing that matters is you and me.
Let's pretend hearts could never be broken.
Let's pretend we're more than best friends.

From the outside looking in, you can never understand it ;
from the inside looking out, you never can explain it.

i don't know what it is.
i just cry sometimes.
maybe i'm just so oblivious to the things going on around me
that i don't realize i'm hurting as much as i am
so when the tears stream down my face
and i don't have anything to say
don't ask me why i'm crying
because i simply, just don't know.
so just hold me, and i'll be okay.

Depression is such a cruel punishment.
There are no fevers, no rashes, no blood tests to send people scurrying in concern.
Just the slow erosion of the self, as insidious as any cancer.
And, like cancer, it is essentially a solitary experience.
A room in hell with only your name on the door.
- "Undercurrents" by Martha Manning

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down
And now that I'm gone
Try to forget me and just move on.

When you're depressed, there's no calendar.
There are no dates, there's no minutes, there's nothing.
You're just existing in this cold, ever-heavy atmosphere,
Like they put you inside a vial of mercury. -
"On The Edge Of Darkness" by Rod Steiger

She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she's living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards

Because I have learned that nothing is as pressing
as the one who is pressing would like you to believe,
and I am content to walk a little slower,
because there is nowhere that I really need to be.
I find that life is easier when it is just a blur.

Drown me in the ash from your cigarrette.
Just calm down, slow down.
Im not leaving yet.
You know im stuck in this town.
The cruel skyline mocks me.
I wanna leave this fucking place

I pretend my life is perfect like the face on tv,
yeah, that's the only way to face another day,
try to deny the misery.


Wednesday, September 13, 2006

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Photo by Me (Meg/emokidsconquer)

A little piece of hope shows through.

 

 

And tonight, her confidence will wear as thin
of what she called a "shirt".
She knows she'll make the same mistakes again.
She'll end up in bed ,
but NEVER out of love with him.

I hope you realize you threw away
the best thing that ever happened to you
forget my name and forget my face
hope you get on a plane and forget this place
so I never have to deal with you again

the way you act when we're together..
the way you smile at me,
the way you kiss me,
the way you make me feel,
the way you know exactly what to say to me to make me feel better,
the way you hold my hand,
the way you touch me,
&& just the person you are,
the person you've become
makes it oh-so-easy to love you.

i don't know if you'll ever understand
how much of an impact you've made
on my life, but if it wasn't for you
i don't know where i'd be or who'd i'd be with
but i know i could never love anyone
the way that i love you.
you're all i need and everything i want.

I need some sleep, It can't go on like this. I tried counting sheep,
But there's one I always miss. Everyone says I'm getting down too low,
Everyone says you just gotta let it go, You just gotta let it go.

I don't care if it just lasts a week or two. I honestly
don't. I'm just asking for a chance.

Love is an accident waiting to happen. Desire is a stranger you think you
know. Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves. Truth is a game we play to win

“what do you want darling?”
i want to forget”

i'm gonna build a fire in the middle of july
burn your pictures and go for a drive
down to the river and watch the ink from your love letters fade
come back home, turn that old mattress over
pour out the whiskey and try wakin' up sober
gonna change it all tonight, gonna do whatever it takes

You can’t buy memories.

We obsess over display and forget to start living.
I spend half my life in the bathrooms of the rich.
What if you were shot down the moment you walked out the bathroom door?
She spent an hour every morning slicking back her hair and
tracing her eyelids gold and black, over and over.
It did not stop her blood from spilling from the bullet hole
out onto her devastating glamour.
Countless hours wasted and now it is much too late.
You got the front cover with you bleeding in all your starlet humor;
darling was it worth your last hour?

Sometimes you just gotta be weird.
Go against the crowd and act stupid.
Laugh till you cry and
cry till you can't feel the pain.
Don't listen to what other people say.
You know you're being yourself
and that's all that counts.
Don't worry what they will think about you.

What sick, ridiculous puppets we are.
 And what a gross little stage we dance on.
 What fun we have dancing and fucking.
  Not a care in the world.
 Not knowing that we are nothing. 
  We are not what was intended

sometimes apologies don't mean a thing
like four in the morning when you're in bed sleeping
you don't need a phone conversation to wake you up to bring you down
cause when it's over we both know

So please forgive what I have done
No, you can't stay mad at the setting sun
Because we all get tired, I mean eventually
There is nothing left to do but sleep

The door is locked now
But it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me
Then I can understand the you

Someone who
You met in a bar
In the back of a car
And for a moment
You felt important
But not in your heart.
Cause my self esteem,
It's been low
Go ahead and count,
It's been lower than low.

Hey, we won't be coming home today
So we stole breaths
Locked our lips
Slipped fucking tongues
And gave our
"I love you with all our heart's"
Who's gonna miss us anyway

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain

And for one desperate moment there, he crept back in her memory.
God its so painful. Something thats so close and still so far out of reach.

i've been counting on nothing
but he keeps giving me his word
and i am tired of hearing myself speak.
do you get weary?
do you ever get weak?
how do you dream when you can't fall asleep?

Time to close my eyes, forget about this mess
And try to fix this tragic loss of innocence
But how could I forget the things I have inside,
When everything is dead?

To her own reflection, she said, “I will hold on”
To her own reflection, she said, “I will be strong

Hand me downs and photographs spread across the floor
A broken record spins in circles she can't listen anymore
Shes turned around a thousand times she set that bridge afire

Another page of I'm sorry's adressed to me
Another story for the collection of memories
Folded neatly, and I will never make the same mistake

I want your love,
But I can't let myself love you.

Illusion never changed into something real.
I'm wide awake and i can see the perfect sky is torn.

We never really grow up .. We're still who we were when we were 10.
Still just as immature, ready to have fun & admit that you still love to hang out at the playground ..
The only difference is we've all had our hearts broken ..
& that's what really changed us

to my favorite liar, to my favorite scar,
"i could have died with you."
i hope you choke on those words, that kiss,
that bottle confession.
yeah, i said i loved you, but i lied.

I need you in the worst way.
I don’t think I’m gonna pull through.
All eyes on us, do you think we can make it?
I’m not so sure that I’m good enough.
Please assure me that I’m good enough.

When I'm with you, I feel like I'm nothing.
I feel like I'm nothing.
That's why I flinch when you come to touch me.
It's why I never touch you.
Why I never even think about it.
Because when I start to, it just reminds me that I'm not good enough.

I finally know the taste of love
Is a cross between
BEER & BLOOD
With an after taste of dry sarcastic speech

YES I PLAN TO FORGIVE && FORGET.
AS IN FORGIVE MYSELF FOR BEING STUPID,
&& FORGET THAT YOU EVER EXISTED.

Time can take its toll on the best of us.

Essential yet appealed, you carry all your thoughts
across an open field, where flowers gaze at you.
They're not the only ones who cry when they see you.

Here we are, standing at some point in our lives
where both of us are clueless.
Somehow passing this point makes
it too hard to go back,
back to days where nothing mattered,
where we lived carefree.
Maybe somehow we need to go back,
maybe we just aren't ready.
I'm not sure, and I'm scared.
I'm scared to ruin what we've already started,
and scared to go on to something I can't handle.

I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt,
pictures never replace having been there,
memories, good or bad, will bring tears,
and words can never replace those feelings.

Sometimes I get sick of it.
It's like we're playing this silly little game,
Where we both won't admit
We're perfect for each other.

the only thing that's real
are the kids that kid themselves.
what can't stay goes away.

all we ever wanted was love
and happy afternoons
watching tv from your room
while you're laying in my arms
and I know it's not fair to me
to see this love walk by me every day
will we ever meet the right way?

I’ve been sitting here, looking at your picture,
and getting more homesick every minute.
I’ve wanted that picture more than anything else I know of
except, of course, you yourself.
I keep thinking of you, darling.


Monday, August 28, 2006

once there was boy
who had vibrant glow
but as it goes
someone took it from him
one day through the rain
i heard him meekly moan, he said
"Will you wrap your arms
around me as i'm falling?"
remember when remember when
remember when we were all so beautiful?
-afi

Take off your headphones and stop day-dreaming of a brighter day.
This is reality.
Not another one of your dreams.
The life you once wanted, was a lie.
You were lying to yourself.
Open your eyes.
Dont waste another breath.
Nothing is ever how we dream it.

So I'll blast the stereo loud tonight,
Just to show you that I meant it;
In this place where people rarely say what they mean,
I wouldn't mind being one of the exceptions.

hushed with a finger, dont say you'll never when you might. or just another time. this poison comes instruction free. do what you want, but im drinking

i could be an expert on co-dependency, i could write the best book on underage tragedy, ive been spending my time at the local liquor store. ive been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor. so i sit & wonder, "does anyone else feel like me?" im so overdosed on apathy, burnt out on sympathy.

thumbing your way to Vegas, dirty & screaming like you're back from hell. save your dreams & occupations, cause it doesnt matter what you sell.

bought my heart at a thrift store.
75 cents, i got ripped off,

and now its on resale for the highest bidder.
old vinyls, duct tape, and broken-hearted
trade-ins are accepted.
very useful as a doormat, target,
or just something to trash.

our breath steamed up the window glass

as we flew under the overpass

we almost laughed harder than we kissed

 

 

you were always something I could never resist

all my roads they lead to you

I just can't turn and walk away

it's hard to say what it is I see in you

wonder if I'll always be with you

words can't say and I can't do enough

to prove it's all for you

 

 

 

Hey, kid, you've got,

a lot of potential,

but I think its time to move up,

so go on and blow us away with your sound;

Now you're everything that we've come to love,

you taught us to move, now we'll show it off,

just drop us the beat...

 

 

Drink up last call before the sunrise sets the scene,

of empty bottles, heavy hearts,

the memories of broken dreams...

We were so tired yet so alive,

wrapped up in lies like sheets of another one night stand,

 

 


your words go to rhythm while mine go to rhyme
you were never good with syllables and half heartfelt lines

You're missing what's in front of your eyes... A girl that would give up anything to just be with you

Tonight my lungs are hanging from a telephone wire,
Choking on the broken digits of a dial tone

lets make a scene----lights.camera.heartbreak

i said i'm sorry ..but no one heard... cause actions
Actions
speak louder than words

I don`t blame your tongue
For saying the words
You didn`t mean
I blame my ears
For soaking in
Every bit of them

 

 

 

 

I believe in love, in arguing,
in jamming out by yourself in the car.
I believe in smiling til your cheeks hurt
and laughing until you cry. I believe in
having someone tell you you're beautiful,
dancing in the rain, and miracles.
I believe in second chances,
even if you've completely screwed up

Admit it. We flirt with each other. Have the stupidest little jokes together. Are alike in such stranqe ways. Always seem to be thinking about the same exact thing. And I sometimes think we are in love, but you don`t even realize

Dance in the streets.
Sing in the hallway.
Shake it like a laffy taffy.
Scream at the top of your lungs.
Randomly talk to people.
Eat candy until you wanna puke.
Throw things at the screen at movie theaters.
Make a new friend.
Freak people out.
Trip over nothing.
Do the "mary poppin" foot thingy.
Fall in mid air.
Push your friends into random people.
Pass notes in class.
Leave notes in random people's lockers proclaiming your love for them.
Fall in love with someone all over again.
Hug your friends.
Give "special" hugs to your "special" friends.
Smack a guy across the face because you feel like it.
Defend yourself.
Tell your parents you're glad to have them.
Be crazy.
Jump high over little rocks screaming "I can conquer anything."
Just live it up.

Arms are for hugging
Boys are for kissing
Sluts are for dissing
And best friends are for
when the boy is kissing
the slut and all you really
need is a hug.

I'm running low on trust
I'm too weak for this, but
I want to give you a try.
either way, I'll probably have regrets
I'm too weak for another
h e a r t b r e a k

 

PlAY iN THE P0URiNG RAiN.
DANCE WHEN THERE'S N0 MUSiC.
WAlK BAREFO0T iN THE SAND.
lAY UNDER THE StARS.
L0VE LiKE N0 0THER.
SHARE SECRETS WiTH FRiENDS.
LAUGH UNtiL iT HURTS.
& REMEMBER EVERY MiNUtE 0F iT
BECAUSE Y0U 0NlY GET 0NE liFE.

lets raise the volume.

so we can sing like

S U P E R S T A r S

and dance like we're

Famous

&& even though i know it's not true
i can't help but hope that every time you
joke or show off, that your doing it for me<3

Live your life and risk it all
take some chances, take the fall
take your time, no need to hurry
have some fun, and never worry.

W E F L i R T
all the time, i just
don't know if you are
really interested, or
you are just playing
G A M E S ..

 

funny how a photograph
can take you back in time
to places and embraces
that you thought you left behind

Don't waste your life regretting all your wrongs..
know that in the end you'll get what your heart has always longed.
try not to risk it all.. dont stumble & dont fall..
take the time to read the writings on the wall.
hold your head up high & dont be afraid to say goodbye
..stay true & be you. do everything there is to do..
live life to the fullest & never look back..
there's a reason for the future & a reason for the p a s t
..love till it hurts & laugh till you cry & when your life flashes
before you..make it worth while.. be happy for what you've done
..& be happy for what you have over come..
& most of all, always be proud of what you have b e c o m e .

im sick of..
the hook ups...
the set ups...
the fuck ups...
the guy who sends all the mixed signals...
...the guys who only want one thing
the guy who doesnt know what he wants...
...the guy who does; but wont admit it
i just want the real thing

I can be your tinkerbell*
You can be my peter pan*
we can runaway to neverland*

theres a song
in her headphones,
and as she listens to it,
all she thinks about is that boy.


there's a time and place for everything.
there's a reason why certain people meet.
& there's a destination for everyone.

& you say love hurts you too?
but when did you ever cry yourself to sleep,
cause of me not caring enough?

Take a chance, take a risk, its not that hard.
Choose the girl who never had a chance.
She may not be beautiful or perfect,
But she'll be there for every single dance

some people are just born with tragedy in their blood.

Breathing in the same sequence
While trying to make sense of your situation
That we got ourselves in, two more weeks of one way conversation
She swears she's losing interest
I swear that we are best friends till the end

'Cause we all just wanna be big rock stars,
and live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars.
The guys come easy and the drugs come cheap,
we'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat.
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars,
in the VIP with the movie stars.
Every good gold digger's gonna wind up there,
every Playboy bunny with her beach blonde hair.
Hey hey I wanna be a rock star.* --Nickelback

With empty hearts
We dance tonight.
So the fires won't die.
But we'll tip toe on broken glass.
To see if we still bleed
Because bleeding would
Mean we're still alive.
How can you say.
These words meant nothing.
How can you say,
I never loved you?

i want a guy that doesn't care about what i wear
or how i do my hair. who loves my smile & my dorky
laugh & how i get hyper when i'm tired. who would
never want to see me cry; at least not tears of sadness.
and who would do those small things that make my day
just because he knows it would make me happy. <3

Explaining my love for you
is like trying to explain
colors to a blind person

dont tell me that you understand when you cant take three seconds away from your worthless night & life of bullshit lies & faked out tears to listen to what i got to say <l3

fast cars .. late nights. sweet
kisses under the moonlight
rock concerts; a tragic curse`
teen love -could it get worse?

[ eyeliner ] and a famous designer
brand .. your mind is a moment to be
stamped - expressed && tried and true
just look;; look at you . pretty and
perfect - due to your steady hand.

Pinching with a moment so tight
undone and looking just right ;;
no - not tonight . a smeared kiss
a moment missed--are you upset
with this !!?

grammatically speaking;; you’re adorable.
x- and from what i hear you’re quite
affordable - but i like them pricey;;
so .. exaggerate and trick me. pretty
please just trick me - pretty please

so;; just let that ego go. && watch it
strike back like a boomerang;
scared stiff & not sure how to deal
with it - you’re a legend in this room.
only in this room

LET THE SWEAT DROP
calm;; collected && cunning -
watch those jaws drop ;; `the
sweat is still running. :]

++ you want to be dressed in poetry
but imagery doesn’t fit. `and you want
resizing .. but darling dear -- get a grip.

i'm just another silly teenage
girl who keeps her hopes too
high & her jeans too low. who
lives by quotes & can't ever
seem to say the right thing at
the right time. just another
pretty girl, looking for herself,
in a big bad world. who just
wants someone to love her, and
then everything would be okay

We came down to watch the world walk by
all he found was trouble in my eyes <33

And it's two bare feet on the dashboard.
Young love and an old Ford.
Cheap shades and a tattoo.
And a Yoo-Hoo bottle on the floorboard.
Perfect song on the radio.
Sing along cause it's one we know.
It's a smile, it's a kiss.
It's a sip of wine, it's summertime,
Sweet Summertime.

they're the kinda friends
that if my house was burning down
they'd be sitting there roasting smores,
& hitting on the firemen

<3

I'm messy && sarcastic &&
jealous && vain
&& i'm standing here, asking
you to love me for all i am

The worst feeling in the world is having my phone in my hand all day, waiting for your call, waiting up all night, just in case, then falling alseep without talking to you.

She doesn't care if you call && wake her up in the middle of the night just to talk; she hates arguing, but you know shes good at it. shes terrified of the dark && everytime she thinks of you, she smiles. she laughs at anything and everything. she loves the way she feels about you she wouldn't change it for the world ;; the only thing she wants is to be happy, and lately all she thinks about is you.

Lets lay on our backs and gaze up at the stars. Lets pretend for a moment that the only thing that matters is you & me. Lets pretend hearts could never be broken. Lets pretend we're more than friends.

Forgive my eyes for admiring you.
You stole my heart the moment I saw you.
Call me crazy, call me insane..
Each time my heart beats it mentions your name.

you're afraid to become a couple because
you are afraid of losing
what you already have with each other
but LiFe is all about RiSkS
and it ReQuiReS you to JuMp
don’t be a person who has to ..<<--LoOk BaCk
& wOnDeR what they could have had
No One WAITS f.o.r.e.v.e.r.

 



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